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Originally Posted by Native spirit
You need to protect yourself because i also feel that you are an Empath and a lot of the anger,is actually coming from other people other than yourself.
Ask Arc Angel Michael to cut the cords of negativity.from around you
That will also help you.
Namaste
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Thank you so much for sharing that. I’ve been told that I am an empath, but I assumed that earth angels were also empathy. I’m learning. But, yes, I feel like a lot of negativity is coming from many directions and the more I attempt to meditate and pray it seems like the more negativity comes my way, which I would think would be the opposite. Again, I am a fledgling and still coming to terms with what I’ve actually known for a while but just now accepted and admitted to self. I chose Michael as a child for my protective angel - I like the idea of slaying demons and extinguishing evil, and I’ve been talking to Michael since I was 12-13 years old. Of course I always carried on convos with people now gone and other angels. I look back as a kid and I believe, though I don’t remember anyone saying anything back, I always talked to air. Felt crazy as a kid, but it felt so natural to do and I still do it today. My family can tell a difference in me and two of the closest people in my life don’t want to hear about any of this - it freaks them out and I always seem to say too much. I’ll go from insane energy levels of intense compassion, dedication, loyalty, and long-term compassionate plans (meaning creating a network of people to participate in a new apparel line designed specifically to address people’s needs as they wear the apparel and a voice is telling me to continue the designs because they will matter in the future, even it people scoff now). This is all I want: to help others and get out of my own way. I’ve spent my entire life being told I’m too sensitive, too emotional - especially for a man. Suck it up. Men shouldn’t act that way. Well, I tried suppressing those emotions to people please and it feels like I am twisting inside. Truthfully, I want to love everyone and be so kind to everyone. But lately I am tired and frustrated and just sort of floating around confused and not knowing what to do and when I have reached out, seems like most folks either don’t care, don’t believe, or think I’m going crazy. Then, I start to question if I just need a therapist. I don’t think that’s the case. I identify with all of this NOW and when I look over my life. I often look up and ask to go home - that I want to be home and this isn’t working. Not sure why I say “home” when I am literally in my house. Any help is appreciated and paid forward. Thank you so much for taking time on me.