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Old post so I'm sure this person is long gone. Sounds like an entity attachment or even possession. People that channel demonic energies for power describe many of the same feelings you just described. They allow these energies to possess them to feel more powerful, sexual, intelligent....however these energies do not carry love vibrations so these people's connection to God..their ability to feel empathy, love, compassion becomes diminished. It sounds like you have an entity with you that is feeding you this vibrational energy...the thoughts and feelings you are experiencing probably aren't even your own. This is what happens when you are fully merged with these energies they become you and you become them. It's a symbiotic relationship. If it works for you great...but just know that in the long run it is not good for your soul growth or higher self. If at some point you wish to break free and start channeling God energy and love in...you will probably be in for some knock down fight...while you might think that the rage and lust satisfies you and gives you a high...Love and God energy can give you an even bigger high that is full of peace and tranquility. You have probably never felt that yet as you have probably been with this thing for some time. These things cause a myriad of diseases like bipolar and skitzo. Your highs can be helped with meds. a bit, but just know there is an underlying cause that the scientific community has yet to understand. You can mask some of the symptoms with meds...but you can find a true cure through exploring God and your higher self.
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