you are someone. your worth is intrinsic to your being, it exists within you.
for you to look outside of yourself for the thing that makes you valuable is
the mistake.
it's fine to have doubts about things, and to conduct "reality testing" of
ideas, to see if they comport to your understanding of how stuff works.
[if there's a disconnect, it may be faulty info, or an opportunity for you
to expand your consciousness to accommodate new thoughts.]
when you're exploring something like "starseeds", it may be more useful
for you to consider how the descriptions fit with you, rather than how you
fit with them.
what you are is too dynamic and expansive to be encapsulated by a few
words on a page.
