I used to think that I might want to be in a relationship with someone -- but then I realized that I'm just going to get old and no one want's to deal with that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7If9...ature=youtu.be
I consider myself to be an old man -- I have given up on the idea --
I just try to preserve my health and make life easier for myself in my old age -
I don't see anything wrong with finding an activity partner who is interested in health and longevity --- but a lot of people aren't interested in such things
the desire for a relationship would just distract me from what needs to be done on a daily basis - to make this as easy on myself as I can -- I used to do stuff for other people putting them before myself - but it's not the way --- I have to take care of myself -- if the right someone came along - that would be a truly rare event -- I wouldn't even know what to think about it
I have been single for at least 41 years of my life - I was married for a brief moment when I was young --- one relationship total
I had a lady friend that I spent the days with for a few months when I was homeless - but she was pretty mean --- actually my wife was also pretty mean
at least I still have my kung fu movies
https://www.youtube.com/c/WuTangCollectionDope/videos