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Sounds like you're meeting girls with high vibration.. maybe they have something to do with your Kundalini awakening. Now I know you're a Christian, but you need to think about what I'm going to say. Everyone has Kundalini. It is the energy of your entire unconscious trying to make itself known. As a Christian you believe in Jesus, but deep down there are parts of you that probably hate Jesus.. parts you are probably completely unaware of. Kundalini when it is activated makes you aware to all these parts of yourself. This may be difficult to understand but the more you resist this process the worse you'll become. You need to accept it and your fear about it, because you are probably stuck with this for the rest of your life, and there is no way to get rid of it. You need to find some grounding techniques to make it easier.. go out in nature, drink lots of water, eat more fruit and veg, stop meditating/praying so much.. basically cut back on as much spiritual activities as possible because they are just aggravating it. Start learning to love yourself and accept yourself. These things will go a long way to make you happier throughout this process.
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