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Originally Posted by Michelle11
Some idea or person in your life may be trying to suppress and control you. Do you have anyone in your life like that? The dream suggests that it may be time to confront the issue because it is threatening you. Could be related to the words people say because the ear was involved. Think about how you respond when people say negative things to you. Do you feel hurt by them? Feel like it is a reflection of you? Most of what people say to us is not personal. We may take it personally but it is usually because of their own baggage they are mean to us so just see if there is any area or persons in your life that try to control and take advantage of you with words. It may be time to confront this issue and separate who you are from how others treat you.
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Thanks, Michelle,
Yes, my mother is definitely like that. Talking to her often puts me in a bad mood and makes me doubt myself and most of the time I feel like she is just waiting for the chance to attack.
Also, I have a job that has no respect whatsoever for my time. I'm working six days a week with at most ten hours between shifts and have had no time to do the most miniscule things that have to be done outside work. Forget my hobbies.
Before last week, I was working seven days a week. Add to that on my days/times off my phone rings nonstop for people wanting me to cover their shifts.
My mother hassles me about finding another job but yet tells me I "can't quit this one", like she has any idea of my financial status. I finally snapped at her last week and told her "I'll decide that for myself" about quitting. I'm really thinking about it. I just changed cities, my COL is a lot lower than it was, and I don't want to lose the money but I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. I just started two months ago and am already burnt out.
Of course there is a manager there, ten years younger than me who is driving me up a wall. She's a manipulator and is one of those people who stirs people up just for the fun of it. She looks like a little witch, let alone acts like one. I'm not sure how I'm going to deal with her yet, but yes I've got some choices to make.