God didn't do it for me either . I did it myself. I can show you how to do it yourself too.

it must be done yourself. No one else will do it for you . Once again the law of duality but you'll get that when you work is done.

You'll also know without a doubt who GOD is and how the whole thing ( universe ) was started.

Life is not stupid. Life knows all . You can rejoin with all life and know all too. But only as long as you are joined. It may not last long . Keep working on the drills and you'll get there.