I cant figure out how to get this to work
Whenever I try to meditate, and issue that always pops up is that it REALLY really appears as though there's a part of me that's stuck in the past. All I know is that I seem to need things that contradict eachother - I need things that I can only find in the here and now, but I also need things that I can only get if I focus on a reality that more or less the complete opposite of the here and now. And sometimes it not having something that I absolutely do not want will throw things out of balance. I need someone to help me figure something out with all this, its the only thing keeping me from creating the reality that I want to create.
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