[hope123]

This is a pretty broad question, but I just wanted to ask: what is the point of this all? After years of finally mastering and letting go, I feel full, but in a sense, empty. I feel as though I retrograded in my development where nothing 3D can really satisfy me. I feel like I am not meant for anybody, that my dreams and future have completely changed for me just because everything I once believed in was of the ego. Why are we "twin flames?" Are we chosen, or is it just an experience everyone eventually reaches one way or another and we are just here before them? I spread love, people seem to like me a lot, but I cannot seem to form any connection stronger than my TF. I also do face a lot of rejection in many areas of life and it makes me sad at times (that being a kind, sensitive person is seen as weak or "weird" to extroverted, ego-like personalities). Am I just a person who touches people so that they may bring great change in this world, or are we meant to have heavy missions? I hear people are TF in their last life; am I set to live in solitude? If I have kids with a soulmate (if that even happens), will they be spiritually in tune? My friends are having the time of their lives, yet I am obviously burdened/blessed with this all. Thank you.