The whole reason I'm not with her now.
Is this vision.

It tells me. I need to change the world. It tells me Ash. Next year leave your flat leave your money and possessions leave your heart and go.
Go find your answers and see the world. Then with your music you can spread the knowledge and the love.

The whole reason I'm not still by her side is this.
She gets me. And my reasons.
But she wants what most people want. A family security love happiness. I want all of that too with her. But I can't.
Because I can't live in this world. Because my purpose is greater than selfish needs. It's for all of us.
And that's why I need him.
Just I need someone to speak to. I know he's in there and can tell me give me the courage I need to keep doing this.
I imagine you can already tell how afraid and what a fish out if water I am.