perhaps this is your first incarnation. you are not lost, you wanted to be here. you waited with limited obedience to be here. you wanted to spread the action of morality. how lucky for you to know your purpose.

i too remember the time before i was born. i walked through darkness, a doorway, towards a light to my right which told me i was going to be born. i did not want to be born knowing how negative it is. i saw myself in my moms womb (like a photograph) and i jumped down into her. i was born afraid.