Sorry but I very much dislike when people tell such things. For some it turn up to be true for others it does not. So what one might say is: for me it was/is a long and difficult path. The Cosmos is put together so that a task is only as big as we make it. If you believe it is hard to learn how to heal the path will be hard. When I help people develop their abilities to read others and their everyday spirituality I tell them to turn it all into a game and just have fun with it all. This makes them loosen up and be more open to receive information. So my best advice is that you just try to make a game out of your training and just have fun with trying to be a healer.