I go with what I sense (have in mind that I can be wrong). But I do sense you as being quite talented in the spiritual area. So maybe it is just finding out how you best receive messages from your Spirit Guide. My biggest talent is emotions and it is through emotions I receive most of my messages. Lately I have added/rediscovered my ability to receive messages in images. So maybe there lies something in your main skill that also have the ability to receive messages in a way that you are familiar with. And also; I have noticed that I was quite capable of receiving messages from my guides years before I actually realized it myself.