Wow a sentient soup, that can “experience itself” and “.. the 'soup' was place on the journey of evolution, and many more 'places'” … well I can’t make much sense of what you are trying to say.
If living entities can emerge from matter then where are they? Every living entity that has ever been observed comes from another living entity. Where is your evidence for your claim? There are billions of living entities that are evidence that life comes life.