[Klaatu24]

Many apologies for leaving this for so long! I had some sort of block against writing anymore. It was strange because I've written a lot about it on this forum a long time ago. Some spirit friends must have helped me last night I think, because when I woke this morning, the block was totally gone. Sorry about that.

Wow -- the pavilion and limb regeneration procedure sure was fascinating! I've had a very, very, vague sense that they can put limbs back together again, so when you mentioned the regeneration, it sparked that vague, vague memory.

This isn't regeneration or anything, but I remember sitting on a table with my legs dangling over the side, while they were cutting my legs a few times -- just a thin, straight cut about 1-and-a-half inches long. When they cut, it didn't hurt, it felt like a tiny buzz on the skin. They said it was to see how toxic the environment was. (I assumed they could study the sample to see any toxins in it.) They healed the cuts almost instantly.

At one point, the gray in front of me was looking towards his left, and I used that time to bend down and touch my forearm against the little gizmo he had been cutting my leg with. Just by touching the gizmo lightly with my forearm caused the buzz feeling and the cut. The gray looked at me and asked, "Why did you do that?"

That's when I asked him not to heal it, because the scar could remind me of them. The scar never got infected, and I still have it today. But I don't think anyone would be believe me, because it's just a straight, thin line.

Amazing about the babies in glass tubes and Elon Musk. You sure remember a lot more than I do. I really like your posts! They help to trigger my memories.

Yes, I've gone to a few UFO conventions. Feels so great to be with people who have seen UFOs and ETs (as long as they're not coo-coo about it)! But am so sad sometimes because some people have always had bad or scary times with them. Don't know what I did to be lucky to have the loving ones, most of the time. Because the scary ones are really scary.

Originally Posted by CassandraApollo

NDE: do you feel that after your NDE your spiritual door was flung open wider?

Yes. In fact, somehow I was getting stuff in the mail from the Edgar Cayce people shortly after the NDE, and they had some weekend speakers / workshops a short distance from where I lived (via the subway).

Edgar's information that they talked about really helped. When we'd break into little groups to do psychic stuff with each other, I was really embarrassed that I couldn't psychically pick up anything from anyone. And the others were picking up true things about me.

It was years later (and lots of Edgar Cayce seminars), when I calmed myself enough when they'd have us break out into little groups (I get nervous around people). I felt like I was invading the person's privacy, and suddenly thought to ask the person's angels if it was alright to do this because I don't want to invade their privacy, and at the same time, I felt a lot of love for the person. That's when I started getting glimpses of things, most of the time.

Like one person I saw standing next to a bright red car. (Afterwards, she told me her car was red, and that she had always wanted a red car and she really loved the car.) With another person, I saw a beautiful green lawn along a narrow road, and a red farmhouse. (She told me that's where she grew up.) Both these people were from different weekend seminars, and both of them were reluctant to tell me what they picked up from me. ETs were far from my mind when they were doing this, and both of them said they saw me as an ET. They both described what the ET looked like, and they described the same ET. That blew my mind -- but also made me sad because both of them seemed a little upset and really didn't want to tell me what they saw, at first.

Maybe an ET was nearby when they were trying to pick up anything from my life, and they just picked up on the ET. A lot of people have had lots of lives on other planets.

You know, ETs remind me of diversity -- they have different personalities just like we do, only they've experienced a lot more than we have, and they just happen to be in different looking bodies.

Originally Posted by CassandraApollo

Before my NDE, I had a little bit ability, after the NDE it was more, but not as much as some people have. The older I get, I can feel it lessoning.

Some people find that meditating automatically reminds the body about spiritual stuff. Like it starts fine tuning the body or something. Sometimes it can take a while, like I've heard some people get really bored with meditation in the beginning. But after a while almost all of the meditations start taking off, giving terrific feelings, and other places start appearing and universes start opening up. That happened when I started pouring out love towards the universe. Gosh, I've gotten out of meditating regularly, it'd be fun to start it up again.

Originally Posted by CassandraApollo

If you want to share, what happened during your NDE?

That'd take a really long post. I might have already posted here about it a long time ago, but the main points would be, things seemed very weird, like I had fallen into a deep sleep with my eyes open. But finally I realized I was physically dead -- that's when cool stuff started to happen.

But after a while I felt stuck, no more cool things were happening. It seemed like I'd stay stuck in my body for eternity. And I got really scared.

Since I couldn't move my lips, I yelled "Help!" inside my mind.

Instantly after yelling for help, a man appeared and, long story short, they gave me a choice to get back in the physical body or stay on the other side. I said my friend needs me.

Immediately, I was slammed back into my physical body (it really hurt being slammed back), and then a huge bang happened in my back (opposite my heart), and my heart beat so hard I thought it was going to burst. But I tried to calm myself down, and in a minute or so, my heart calmed down and started to beat regularly again. And I was back. And I hated it -- I wanted to go back to the other side. My friend didn't really need me (we'd grieve for each other, sure, but she didn't need me).

But in about one month, my friend really did need me. She lost her job and I was supporting her for a while financially. If I wasn't there, she would have been homeless, since she had no one else.

That's cool about your Spring and Fall ET visits, and getting a shot of something when COVID was around! Your intuition sure was running overtime when your first thought about COVID was it's airborne and dangerous. Wow!

I hadn't noticed if their visits were mainly in the Spring and Fall. The only thing I noticed was that quite a few times they visited on Thursday nights.

Originally Posted by CassandraApollo

Tests: Have you ever had the scan that lights up your body and you can see inside your body like a 3d image? I loved that test.

No, I don't remember that. That must've been really awesome for you! When I was young I used to fantasize a lot about laying on my back on an examination table and the grays surrounded the whole table. And using light from the whole table-top under me (or a wide light up above?), they could see inside my whole body, and saw my thoughts and dreams.

Gosh, I'd totally forgotten that fantasy until you mentioned the scan. Cool!

Originally Posted by CassandraApollo

Protection: Have you been protected from physical harm? I have had near misses with harm and wonder if it’s Angels or ET’s that protect me.

I think so. There have been a few times where it seemed more like a miracle that I wasn't hurt. Usually, it's more of a strong feeling of: don't take that bus, or get into the next subway train -- things like that. Then I learned later there was a huge delay on the bus, and the subway train was stopped because of a police incident on the train.

There've also been times where I actually heard someone say, or had a really strong, sudden thought: "don't get in the car" or "don't speak." And both times I didn't listen and got trouble.

But there have been plenty of times that it's turned out to be really fun -- like an urge to go down a different hallway during a convention and suddenly there's something really fun going on down that hallway. But usually with day-to-day stuff, nothing extraordinary happens.

Am not sure if it's angels or ETs. If it has to do with day-to-day stuff, it's probably angels or other spirit team members.

Originally Posted by CassandraApollo

And one more question for now. Have you ever been monitored by the MIB? I have, my computer, phone calls and by car. I have this recurring thought sometimes, of them pulling up to my job or house or wherever I am, and they tell me, it's time to go. I would probably say something like, is there pizza where we're going?

MIB -- OMG -- what an invasion of privacy! (I love pizza!) I'm not sure if I've been monitored. But a speaker at a UFO convention mentioned differences between an ET abduction and a military abduction. Some of which was that they'd be interested in abducting you if you have been taken many times by the ETs (especially since childhood). And the military abductions would involve giving you an awful tasting drink. I do remember being forced to drink something a few times, it was gross tasting.

I've tried to remember the speaker's name. Joe something (I think), and lived in Florida. Stupid me, I didn't write down his name. I think he's on the internet and he's done a lot of research about abductees.

Well, many apologies again for taking so long to type this.

Are there other things you remember from your adventures with the ETs? Or anyone else on the forum would be welcomed too!