[Ewwerrin]

Nice text you have written here.

I never understood God and my experiences surrounding it.
I thought I had to recreate it. Where the very seeking it was hiding it.
The absolute cannot be captured. It is all. Always. All Times. All as one and one as all.
It is here and now, eternal unchanging, unique, uncomparable. New. Unique. Mystery. Wonder.
Unavoidable. Inescapable. Hiding in every self that seeks to realise it. Surrendering all, all that remains is the absolute.
Always being unique without ever becoming anything.
Everything being nothing appearing as something.
Everything appears and no one to own it. Simply everything appearantly appearing as appearances. Unknowable, because its uniqueness is always absolute.
Unrecognizable, because it is always unique and new. Without having ever changed.