[Honza]

I have had relationships when I was younger. They were fine for what they were. I had companionship, comfort etc. But somehow the depth was missing. The true love was not there. The people I went out with were great and we were 'fond' of each other. It was spiritual in a way.

However I find that the deeply moving relationships are somehow made up. Fictional. I just saw the ending of Casablanca on tv. What a great love story. I get totally involved. I can imagine great love, but have never really experienced it.

The great love stories that people have created. We all immerse ourselves in them. In my heart me and my elusive partner, whoever she is, totally love each other.