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Death was never a concern to me all the way through my life.
Until I was told I was dying.
When you are faced with a terminal illness it changes everything.
I'm not afraid of death but I can't see the point of my existence any more . I have served my purpose and cannot contribute further in this lifetime.
As the author says , none of this is about suicide, but some nights I would be happy to slip away in my sleep. I get very tired.
The only thing I worry about with all this is the heartache I know my children will endure when I pass.
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