Ah I am in this weird middle phase where I understand that ultimately it is all a belief since I don't see how anyone can really know the truth. Maybe they have had strong experiences but it seems like it is all a perception/belief at the end of the day.
However... there appears to be patterns in all this chaos/life/experience... or is that in itself a belief?
Are manifestations are real? Or are they just a way to make sense of things - or is what we pay attention to actually something that manifests? Or does it just feel like that because we want it to be this?
Haha honestly I have no dang idea what is going on - It all seems absurd this life and yet beautiful at the same time. Nothing seems to make sense. Although I understand I can choose to decide how to see things - so I would prefer to see things in a more positive and beneficial beautiful way.
Does anyone else relate?
