I don't know how to answer your question, Sacred, but a friend went to a SCHOOL or maybe a
long, regular Workshop ...
and left with a Certificate!
Only after he passed the last test ---flip a coin 100 times and calling heads or tails correctly EACH time.
I'm sure there is 'something' out there or someone that could help to hone your skills...and
I am a believer that what you need can manifest for you.