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Funny you should say that as I was thinking a very similar thing!!
Thing is, the man said he wasn't ready for a new cat before as he'd lost the one he had unexpectedly. So if Roosje is meant for him he wasn't ready yet for her when she had to leave the place where she was born. They wanted her gone when she was 9 weeks old (beginning of July).
Fact remains I'd rather it hadn't gone this way, like I'm a half-way house or something and I sure as heck would've preferred to keep her myself as she is truly one of the most amazing cats I've ever had.
And I've wanted a calico my entire life, now I had one, a gorgeous one at that.
So first I lost the other one as she died in that accident at the people's she was born, now this...
And I had repeatedly asked Spirit to guide me to the kitten that was the right one for me AND Nila. Weird or what?
Oh well... It is what it is. Part of me is already at peace with it as I know it's the right thing for her. Which doesn't mean I'm not hurting. It's just a more quiet version now.
And yes, I think she has been picking up on my upset-ness today, my hurt.
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