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Originally Posted by Peace Crystal
It's a pattern I have noticed, where if I try getting close to someone, something will happen that keeps them away from me. Like a freak accident or unfortunate event, and this usually paired with constant angel numbers I see.
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I saw a bird at my window today it was peck-peck-pecking to get in. then it would fly up and try to fly through it. I guess it didn't understand the concept of glass... it has been at that a couple of days now.
That is kinda what my life is like too, look but can't touch. Although it doesn't come out for me in accidents in others, there is just some kind of invisible wall... And for me there is an additional worry because 'people who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones'. Lol.
it seems seriously broken, but, lately I've been wondering, maybe somehow I needed this distance. Certainly if I'd had a choice I wouldn't have chosen it, but, maybe still it is somehow needed? Don't know though.