This incident makes me remember.. My marriage happened like this too!
It was an accident and I am still living this accident. He is not someone who I would have married whole heartedly
Every day I try to forget and live my life happily. I try to see the good in him as he is great with the kids.
But the narcissist makes me cry no matter what I do or what I don't do. I am better and more geniune than any other greedy selfish girl out there..But he treats me like dirt. DId not even come to the delivery room when I had my son sleeping at home with his mom.
I am crying here again. What is this manifestations thing? I looked at my husbands pic one second extra and wondered if I was jinxing myself and I really did.
Crying here again.
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