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So in the end it somewhere comes down to a choice... to deviate or not to deviate. If you choose to deviate (and it turns out it is possible to actually deviate) then you get more choices later... if you choose to not deviate then no more choices regardless because you've chosen to act according to the 'plan'.
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Yes exactly - and sometimes the spontaneity of this choice is marvellous! But yeah maybe there is a pattern behind it. Now I feel disappointed a bit. Just because you can't track it...doesnt mean its not there.
But sometimes even those who know us so well get surprised. Maybe only The Trinity doesn't get surprised.
And still, this spontaneity of deciding what to do next - not just as a learnt pattern, but more like, oh now I'm moving here, and I did not do it EXACTLY on purpose - I just did it because I wanted to - that's what intrigues me so much.