Originally Posted by Colorado

You are absolutely correct. The past, present, and future are all energetically playing out at the same time. The experiences you have in this life, especially if you overcome certain obstacles that you had alot of trouble with in a past life....can and do affect that past life...and help orchestrate your next life.

You see, I committed suicide in a past life (I was shown this) What led me to that suicide, was a series of events...that started in childhood, then escalated as I got older and made alot of choices that, let's just say...didn't make my life better. (Now, in hindsight, it was okay, because I was were I was spiritually in that life) In this life, I went through the same EXACT series of events, and thought about suicide many times....but I somehow made it through. It took a long time for me to learn acceptance, love, forgiveness....and most of the time, just breathe, and not overthink, and obsess over things I didn't understand, but was hurt by, and the mind... probably made things worse than they really were....even in the past life.

I drowned in that past life, I was shown this...it was a suicide. I jumped off a high walk/cliff, straight to the water below. I was also born with lung problems in this life, for two years I spent in the hospital after I was born....also, ironically, I was afraid of heights for a long time, often having panic attacks in this life.

You see, though later in this life...at approximately the same age in my past life, where the series of events hit...and the same age I committed suicide, I also almost died in this life, although not as intentionally, but just being wreckless pretty much....when I had my NDE...17 years ago. (My NDE is posted on other threads)

Okay, I was shown, actually very recently.... because I have learned from those series of events, and I have chosen different choices that I am at peace with now....and of course, because Im alive today...I guess I can call it a victory (but it was a close call in this life, too)

I was shown, myself... literally, in that past life....walking out of the water, in my old dress, my old body...hair drenched, dress soaked in the dark, under the moon....I got up, and walked out of the water to the shore. I watched at the shore, I watched myself rise up, out of the water, and walk to the shore, where I am today. I was actually on the shore, watching my past life self, rise up from the dead, and walk to myself, waiting on the grass, at the shore...then become apart of me. That part of me, that died...or that I left behind, is now alive and well, and is apart of me today....and it will be in my future lives...and so will be, what I learned.

You see, I believe I am no longer dead in that life...that suicide, is no longer a suicide. I believe from what I saw....that past life was changed, I now lived.... because of the choices and peace I made in this life.

It's very hard to understand, but if people understand that the past, present, and future all are playing out at the same time, and we are interdeminsional light/energetic beings...then you will understand this concept... because it's all energy...and we all know that energy changes.

It's very important, to do the best you can in each life...but don't force something, if you can't reconcile at this time, work on it, it's a process...and to overcome your suffering, and learn.... because it affects this life, of course....but it changes all of your lives.... past, present, future.

I was shown this.