Shivani Devi ji,
Can you please check out these webpages and book when you have some time to spare and let me know if it is effective or of any use ?
https://www.godtalkstoyou.com/
https://www.amazon.com/God-Talks-You.../dp/1612967507
http://yogananda.com.au/podcast/p_how_can_you_talk.html
My taste in music is not that good
,but some times I imagine myself singing this not-so-good song for Krishna ji.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnWWj6xOleY