You keep up with your animation studies and keep working on that.
Animation....wow I would love to be able to do that. I get tiny "movies" running round my head sometimes, usually when I hear music. I see animations and have NO idea how to create little movies like that! I wish you all the best with that work.
Your Mum and Gran love you and are nice to you. That's a great start. Two people have you in their hearts. There will be others yet. Keep going and keep strong in your heart.
Sometimes in life we only have a good heart felt connection with a handful of Souls. In the meantime we meet all sorts in life and some of them upset us and are mean, and some are nice but we don't really connect....etc etc.
I know, I have met -well if you can imagine it I have met it.