Thank you all for your advice. I trust in God but I can’t help what I pick up sometimes. The human body is both a magnet and a sponge. It can both attract things but suck them up as well. If I am channeling this energy from a far, I guess I’m feeling for that soul as if he were alive and stranded needing help. You would want to help that person out but not at the expense of picking up negativity from it all. As much as death is good because we are no longer tied to the burdens of the world, death is bad because of the effects of its aftermath on the soul or the unfinished business of the life that has passed. I don’t hold on to this but it has distracted me. I completely understand your concern and I am trying to basically channel it out and give it to the universe. My intentions is to set it free.
If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have absolute faith so as to move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.🦋 1 Corinthians 13:2