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I had a very similar upbringing. I too was adopted by two people, along with their extended families, who have A LOT of issues. Many karmic and past life stuff that they are still suffering in this life. For years I thought I was the problem. and in some ways maybe I was, but most of it was THEM. They had issues that they took out on me. You need to go within and heal those parts of yourself that they hurt. It wont be easy, and it may be downright painful. But you have a road of healing ahead of you. You are not a fallen angel. You are just someone who has lost their way.
Let me ask you; Were you once someone who let people push you around? Were you too trusting through the first half of your life? You need to start digging and find the person you were truly meant to be
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