I have had times that I felt my moment was very close and I remember saying I am ready go ahead and take me. It didn't happen and I often wonder why am I still here and what is it I am supposed to learn yet that I am still here.
I have to laugh because at age 66 if I have things to learn then I better get after it now. This Christmas has been more emotional for me than ever before.
There is a passage in the bible that says be in this world but not of it. I look at my life and think I sure took that seriously. Even as a youngster in grade school I did what I had to do and not much more. I have often thought I really am not supposed to be here.
I often wonder if a past life regression or my spiritual guides would shed light on who, why, and what am I here for in this life.