[Deepsoul]

humbled ,,well that sure happens within the process ,still in a manic now ,,have so much info,,coming i nsometimes ,,would like to return to that still strong silent place again,,but must be having karmic clearings or something,,who knows ,,like you say trust in the source and keep saying im all good ,,its all good ,,everything is working out perfectly ,,i know why im so ramped ,,cause ive been considering studying again ,,it frustrates me that i get this way because my goal is service ,,but who knows maybe im just meant to be brainless and ,, i must not think anymore today,,ive had nausea from all the adrenaline ,,, just be in the here and now and devote myself to being of good use in that format,,, youd love chi-gong and tai chi by the sounds of your aspirations ,formless one,, well maybe not youd still be feeling your pranic body and chi,,important though,,we dont want to dissapear just yet!