[gentleheart]

I am really good at channeling and getting better every day. But on and off theres something i just start channeling and what happens is not pleasant and im trying to control.
I tend to go into like seizures and when i finally come to i have to have a piece of paper and a pen. Usually its a poem. Or a song or freewrite. And i usually only channel like the dead or people far away like no contact with me at all. And well there is something else but thats more for another forum topic i suppose.
The seizures are so painful and debilitating. I could blame my growth disorder cuz sometimes i just have regular episodes but i mean i would love someone to help me learn control over this way of channeling. It rarely happens much anymore over the years but still it does happen.