[alcyone]

Sigh. Sometimes I want to scream #@$! the world in my loudest voice, and even imagine setting the world on fire would make me happy. Then, there are other times I truly want to figure out what this chaotic and beautiful change is all about. You changed my life, I'm still barely catching my breath trying to catch up to it all. Ive been thrown off the cliff, ive been freefalling waiting to hit the ground for no ths, and I feel as if I never will, the only way is to climb back up the edge of the cliff and find my footing. The sad part is, I am meant to be pushed off that cliff edge again. I was never meant to be on the ground, I was meant to be flying. As chaotic as it is, you gave me my wings, you just didn't teach me how to use them. So...thank you. I will learn to fly.

-the randomness of my mind