Something is telling me not to let yall know how scared I am right now. I want to cry, am know for being strong woman. Nobody will treat my children as I do. nobody will teach them like I do. All the suggestion I have received have been wonderful and have been working.

Meditaion feel so good for this conditon while I am doing it I feel no discomfort at all. then shortly after here come the pin sticks they seam to be geting worse. I feel them everywhere now not just my hands. I can see a mark or print in the spots where I feel I am being stuck with pins. I really don't want the doctors practiceing on me anymore. My spirit is speaking even if you harm the body you will not harm me. My soul belongs to God no harm can come to it... I just think about the children. I am afraid been going on a week now.

now I said it!

Love
cw