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Recently bonded with and then purchased my first pendulum,
It's a beautiful yellow moonstone. I went to a store near where I live and this was the only one that stuck out to me; I feel very connected to it -- it even vibrates in my hand quite often when I pick it up. It's highly responsive to me.
Before I had purchased it, though, I ordered a clear quartz one on Etsy. I had forgotten I made the order. And it arrived just after I bought my moonstone one. As soon as I opened the package it was in, I felt a wave of sadness and guilt suddenly wash over me. And zero connection was established. I haven't touched it since. This may sound silly, but I feel as if I almost betrayed the connection I had solidified with my moonstone pendulum. And my reaction to the clear quartz, which I now don't believe to be an authentic crystal, was overwhelming. I couldn't shake the feeling.
Any insight?
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