I really don't feel your going to get your faith back through a spiritual church... I went for a few weeks and I have never seen so much ego and back biting in all my life... There were so many people fighting over who should run it... And others that thought they had better gifts that other gees it was a nightmare, if anything I almost thought about forgetting ever being able to explore my faith in peace, like you for sometime my faith was weak... But then I started reading about bits and bobs and discovered that my faith was just that mine, no one has the right to tell you what to believe , and you can choose not to take onboard Anyones opinion that dose not site right with you... Keeping your faith strong is sticking to your own values and beliefs. By all means value other opinions, and maybe take a part of it for yourself, but only if it sits right with you... That way your under no pressure...