[Dustin]

so ive never meditated in the traditional sence and don't know much about how I would would do it but this is how it works for me, I ask a question and get an answer, some times it takes time. I had resently herd about dmt being released in your brain during deep sleep. At the time it had been over a month sense I had been able to ketch up with sleep, but being on vacation and relizing that I was finally fully rested I decided to test the concept. My test consisted of closing my eyes and listening to aum though the inner ear; during this time I had been experiencing aum the sound, feeling, emotion, weightlessness, and healing effect for the last two months 24hrs a day to varying degrees with out mental effort.
So I was listening to it and looking at my closed eye lids, while focused on the question and expection nothing and contoling nothing. My third eye opened for the first time in my life, I started seeing cresent bands of white light the color of lightning coming at me, each time they hit me my energy body was blown apart. The bands of light where separated with a void of dark, in which my energy body was pulled back together. The bands of light came at me for a while each one was closer together, wider(more powerfull), and moving faster. At one point they where almost symotanious, this meens that my coniousness/energy body was being blow apart and pulled back together faster than my mind could follow, at this point I lost all locality, my foot felt as much the point of my mind as my head did, I was no longer sure if I existed or if I was in my body or if I was in this dimention, after a long effort I managed to open my eyes and was able to conferm that my body was ok and I was still in it. The bands of light where still exploding me. Eventually I completely came out of the experience and some time later my body felt its normal size again.

This experience happed before I ever herd the word samahdi but so far that the only explanation Ive been given. Im wondering what the purpose of the bands of light was and anything else...