Time to heal....finally!
I have xome to realise very recently that it is time to stop hating myself and to start feeling like I am lovable/ capable and special.
From my first nervous breakdown at age 11 I have been hypersensetive emtionally and its been a LONG tough ride until now. I had a rough childhood, but yet filled with love and security from my mother and sister. My dad was alcoholic and mentally ill (as I have since been diagnosed Bipolar). My uncle took my innocence physically and mentally at age 5. I feel my existence has been survival rather than living. I have been highly strung and emotionally charged and now I am tired. I have tried to have a baby for 3 years and I believe I need to heal my soul to open it to a new life. I have decided to create a small ceremony and would love your input and advice on my ideas! Ceremony: To heal my soul, to love myself. I am going to cleanse my home with sage, asking past and present negative energies to go from my life. I will then re-energise the house with a candle asking for love, acceptance and peace to fill the house. I then wish to release my pain and isssues that have hold on my soul - I will write down all the things I want to release on separate pieces of paper and burn each piece of paper outside on a full moon to release each piece from my soul and from my responsibility. Each item will be released with a chant "I am safe now, you are no longer in my life". What do you think? Any suggestions? Jilly x |
Sounds like you have taken the first step on a long road Jilly. The ceremony you describe reminds me of clearing the way for the work that is to come. In the same way that a surgeon sterilises their instruments, you are clearing a space within yourself as much as anything for the next phase of your life.
Good luck Jilly |
You are someone who has endued much Jilly....and now its time to turn things around, good on you.....you obviously have a powerful spirit.
It sounds to me like your hearts voice is being heard, and you've got a solid resolve going on, great stuff!...and your ceremony sounds brilliant. :hug3: If i might make one suggestion...have a look at energetic cord cutting, there is a bit about it on here, and youtube , its very interesting. All the very best to you Jilly. Cheers Greg. :hug3: |
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