Will your angels and guides abandon you based in choices you’ve made?
 

I wa talking to this psychic about my haunting and the mistake I made. I asked her about my guides and angels. She told me because I turned my back on the light and went dark that they can assist me but cannot protect me. Im very sad because I didn’t realize I wa getting involved with dark beings and shouldn’t have been so gullible to be led into doing what I did. I have a lot of regret and sadness. I’m very depressed and have a lot of anxiety on top of being haunted day in and day out. I still see repeating numbers but don’t even know what they’re telling me. I just feel like I’m in a trap and don’t know how to get out of it or get back on my oath if I even had one. I am fearful for my soul and my afterlife.

I know everyone says hell doesn’t exist but lower realms exist and I’m scared of them taking me there. I didn’t know I was turning to the dark side and I wish iniquidad never bought that lady’s book because that’s what took me down this path. I wish I could go back in time and reverse what I did. She told me my abundance was blocked and it’s you reap what you sow.

My humble advice, instead to bother yourself with angels, guides and so on and so forth, this "middle man" thing, why not go straight to the big guy? You know who is the "big guy"? It is your very own self.

You know, they say, pray to God, right? Well, when you pray apart from God there's someone else listening your prayer, do you know this someone? It is your very own self.

Not the mind but that which gives life to the mind, have you wondered from where the mind comes from? That is where to find the one who is always with you, the one who is listening.

Just my humble advice.

Thanks, I know when I had a session with the arcturians they told me to connect with my higher self.

Never, they might step back and let you do what ever you want, if you don't respond to their input over time. But leaving you, no.
In regard to higher self, Self, it only will respond if you reach a certain level. Then it will take over the guidance itself. You will know when this happens.

You are already connected with the Self, you may not know this yet, you and the Self are one and the same. When you meditate rest in your own being, let yourself rest in your own being, relax in your own being.

Have you ever just completely relaxed in a bathtub of warm water to the point where you completely lose any sense of having a body and you and the bathtub become one and the same? As if there's no body and no bathtub anymore just your own presence? That presence is the self.

Do that when you meditate by resting in your own being, the bathtub of warm water is your own being once the mind is silent.

Welcome, you have found your own self, pure consciousness, an ocean of potential - from here, "the sky is the limit".

The big guy created the angels, and same big guy created us. Of course, the big guy favorited us over the Angels, that is why Helel was all bent out of shape about it. Over there we sit higher than the angels, however while down here in the physical plane, we sit lower. It will take a lot for your guardian Angel to give up on us, but the higher self is more likely to drop us based on our bad actions. If that happens, pray some other higher being will save you. Egos are replaceable. Just my humble opinion.

Beautiful! i notice when i meditate often and consistently it eventually becomes like this for me. i usually do vipassana/mindfulness meditation, samadhi/one pointiness meditation and some other types but sometimes i just let the thoughts flow like a river and i shift from breathing with my lungs to breathing with my entire being, just resting in the being, it feels as if i finally can relax and my borders seem to dissipate. how else can i word it... you said it great. i tried to explain to some friends but they don't seem to understand me what i mean by breathing with whole body.. i feel the entire of it and then the body or its surroundings melt and blend together.. perhaps i am close to that saying 'one with the universe' ?

I have this belief that in the afterlife you don't carry ill or unwanted baggage....
I think they get dissolved in a void or something...
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Peace .

Please take note of the Quote rule.
As for your Angels or Guides abandoning you, that will never happen
we all have free will.
but they will never abandon you


Namaste