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JustHere1713 03-07-2019 04:39 PM

A strange “walk-in”
 
Hi, I’m Amanda. 11 years ago I think I switched or walked into this body but not as another more enlightened soul....but as an infant of that soul, either from this dimension or another. I’ve tried to live as the original soul?, tried to make her parents happy, her family in general, accomplished some things while she’s been gone, but I’m ready to go back. I’m ready for her to come back. I feel like she’s missed too much of her life and I feel tortured in her stead. Up until a year ago I was in denial about the truth but I’ve been facing it since. I don’t know how to switch back...I don’t know what I’m supposed to do....if anyone who’s had a walk-in experience could give their insight, that would be so appreciated. Thank you. The host is 27 years old. She was 16 when we “switched”? I don’t even know what to call it...or where the original soul is, but I’m miserable and so tired.

JustHere1713 03-07-2019 04:47 PM

She was really anxious about her first summer job and she had just gotten off of an antidepressant a month before, cold turkey. I think I remember her being really overwhelmed, her depression had come back...she was conflicted romantically between a few guys. She was a hostess at a nice restaurant and it was her 2nd week of being scheduled for work and an overwhelming week at that. A friend she was very close to shocked her and ended the friendship. She was spending a lot of time daydreaming at work because a couple of her shifts were afternoons and the restaurant wasn’t too busy. For years I thought it was a psychological event, depersonalization or dissociative identity disorder, but there are too many symptoms, lack of personality, things I can’t do, things that can’t be explained for it to just be that. I’ve overexplored depersonalization forums and support groups frantically trying to find someone who experienced the same thing as me and have had no luck. I feel so alone. I’m an imposter and I’m so tired of feeling this way.

JustHere1713 03-07-2019 05:02 PM

I may be misremembering but I think before it happened she thought about going back in time, wishing she could go back and redo things, but maybe not. I can’t remember if it was my thought though or hers or just a wishful thought to explain all this, to find a purpose in this, in my existence here.

WildHairedWoman 03-07-2019 11:01 PM

I have a friend who describes something similar. Her mother was at the end of her rope when she was an infant and tried to drown her. She survived it because a switch was made. My friend has never gotten along with her mother but she is in her lat 50's now and has no recourse but to just live the life she has. As an adult she stepped away from her family and became her own person without worrying about the family.

sea-dove 05-12-2019 02:24 AM

Usually when souls leave a body, the soul left for a reason and they do not usually come back to the body again. Have you considered you could have DID (previously known as MPD) and had that ruled out? A personality shift could make one feel like you are feeling.

Why I think I'm a walk-in. is that I remember how I actually ended up here. I didn't even know this bodies family etc when I came in.

John32241 02-01-2020 10:19 AM

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Originally Posted by JustHere1713
I don’t know how to switch back...I don’t know what I’m supposed to do....if anyone who’s had a walk-in experience could give their insight, that would be so appreciated. Thank you. The host is 27 years old. She was 16 when we “switched”? I don’t even know what to call it...or where the original soul is, but I’m miserable and so tired.


Hello Amanda,

The good news is that your original soul has never left you. My understanding is that what we call a walk-in experience is often confused with the arrival of another soul. That impression is very common for indeed many things are seen differently or should I say in a more elevated way.

John


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