Past Life during fall of Atlantis
 

Many people lived during the fall of Atlantis and are still affected by what went down there in this life. I'm one of those.
I never really knew what happened to me, I still don't exactly know. I do know I was overrun energetically. In the sense that I was fighting back with good energy, being a priestess, them being stronger with their negative energy and me dying because of it.
As a result, it took me years before I dared do energy work as I kept having this strong fear of "they are stronger than me!" That fear was so intense, it was almost paralyzing.
I've gotten over it for the most part.

Anyhow... a few days ago did a visualization during a webinar online on Lord Voosloo's energy, the highest priest ever to live in Atlantis.
I had a problem with it although I could let it in in the end.
Then yesterday I was reading about the different Temples of Atlantis. I immediately felt drawn to the Temple of the One Light.
But... as I was reading about it, I got short of breath, restless, upset, and wanted to walk away. Which I did, from the book that is, haha.
Even now, typing this, I get fidgety and uneasy. I got some flashbacks and realized I was in that temple -or part of that temple as a priestess- when it was overrun.
I also felt that the fall of that particular temple meant that Atlantis was lost, that the good had lost from the bad. That temple was key. Then I read it was under the rule of Voosloo. Again him, hihi. But it explains why that temple was key, him being the highest, mightiest priest of Atlantis. If he and/or his temple are defeated... Makes sense that then everything else is going down too.
Now I'm wondering if I had a problem letting Voosloo's energy in as subconsciously and in my cell memory that is associated with being defeated, likely being abused and hurt and so on.

Hi FC. Lol I can relate...in a way. I was a priestess to Isis twice. As in two incarnations. The first was at the height of her popularity, the second was at her decline.

Regarding preexisting emotions that bleed over into future lifetimes. This gives you a chance to understand why you have certain emotional responses in the here and now. And it can give you the opportunity to love the one that went through the strife and violation you experienced so many lifetimes ago. You can learn not to take it personally (it was just meant to be another learning experience), you can learn not to blame yourself what happened, and you can incorporate the bundle of emotions from then and from how that has affected you in this lifetime and find healing and peace.

Oh, sounds like a fascinating book -- what is it, if I may ask?

Also sounds like quite a terrible experience you lived through then that's surfacing for healing now. Good luck with it!