I'm not sure where to post this. I have been spiritually attacked
 

I have been spiritually attacked twice by some entity that felt like rape. It forced itself on me and pushed me to masturbate. I mean I had no intent to do so this force pushed me. It literally felt like an attack on me. It was not pleasant and I want to prevent it from happening again. Anyone know of some defensive things I could do to stop this from happening?

Where you overshadowed by some entity?

Yes.. It attacked me to almost convulsions demanding me to masturbate. Why? I havent the slightest.. But it felt like rape to me.

Absolutely relevant and what makes any suggestion of a solution difficult. It means plucking out the root of that fear/vulnerability which in turn needs much thought on your background - and not much use asking you to type it out here as it can take weeks getting all questions answered which possibly you may not want public.

Tirisilex can do much for themselves through contemplation but reaching an adequate level of self-criticism, honesty and choosing the best intermediate solution coming to mind takes a long time. I took up qabbalistic pathworking 20 years ago with still a way to go.

There's no quick and easy answer to this. However, one doesn't get attacked unless they have something the attacker wants. Probably a good start would be to learn the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram. It'll take time to learn but it would certainly help. It would give a clean space in which to contemplate although it should banish the entity. There are also small but effective exorcising rituals.
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What’s your opinion on masturbation, Tirisilex?

Not to seek for the spirit to exit the entity. Good apirits can help to atract better realms.

I personally hate doing it. I'm Asexual and was sexually abused as a Child. I abhor sex because of it.

Twice a day, Sit at a silent place, closed eyes imagine a lotus in your heart and chant 'Oh Guru, Oh God' with love and affection.

Do it for 10 days and please tell me the result.

This has happened to me before as well and I will tell you how to stop it without fail. This has worked 100% for me and I know without any doubt that it will work for you as well regardless of your belief system.

To stop it from happening again walk around your room and say with intent from the heart something to the affect of:

"In the name of Jesus Christ I mark this space, my space as my sacred home and no ungodly spirits or influences are welcome here. In the name of Jesus Christ I declare this space, my body, my mind and my spirit off limits to ungodly forces that are not inline with my highest purpose."

If something happens after that (not likely but possible) when the spirit/essence or however you choose to look at it appears again all you have to say is "In the name of Jesus I command you to leave right now!" and it will run as fast as it possibly can.

I don't claim to understand it all but I know that Jesus is real and I know that he loves (genuine love) for all of creation. I'm not sure how or why but as a human being you have authority over these types of spirits simply through the use of his name. I have my thoughts and theories as to all that but what matters in this case is you getting the help you need and this will work and after that you can figure out the rest.