| sapphirerose |
12-04-2017 09:38 AM |
I miss my family; I want to be closer to them... not my mother, father and siblings (I already live close to them) - but my other relatives, like my dear cousins, aunts, uncles and my grandparents. They all live in one town and I'm in a city further away, for college. I know I have to get through college, yet I can't help but to miss their energy and the sense of 'home' that I feel just being around them, or knowing I'm near them. Sigh. I don't see enough of them... never enough of the ones I love. I'm 23 and I should be 'out there' living my life with friends, going to parties, having 'fun', but I feel so much older than I am. I feel different compared to other people my age, as though I'm not like them at all. I guess family is just more important to me, and I've realised that as I've become older. I feel a bit stuck, as well, in my job, and I just feel so trapped right now. I want to break free.
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