I need some help, anyone welcome!
 

So I have really started developing lately. It started when I was young, as long as I can remember. But this past year has been crazy, I seem to be a magnet for odd things. I went through a long while of forgetting everything. But now I need to discover everything. It all started picking up just before September, when I cleansed my friends house with a black amethyst that I've owned forever. No one knows where I got it, not even I. But we broke it after it stopped holding light, after that a series of odd events came to pass, the biggest thing is being able to manipulate wind when I focus hard enough. I've met people who aren't skeptical now because of me. Anyone who's open to help me out post on here, ill explain more if people will help me.

What is it you're wanting to know exactly?

Well I'm actually just stuck at this point in time need more people thinking about it, recently I've been hearing loud bangs, ones that shake the house, my things go missing then later reappear. One of the biggest things was finding a joker card from a deck that doesn't have a print date. I only found it because I was curious of one space in my house. When I was going to give up I heard scratching in the area, so I pried the boards off, I found it there. Ever since the card has been messing with my head. Like disappeared then ended up in my locker in school standing at exactly 90 degrees. I also used to get vivid dreams of a girl with long black hair. I never told people. Then one day my ex said she saw a girl with long black hair in my room. Kinda spooked me. Anyone have thoughts of why its around me or what it is?

I realize i have no knowledge of things that have been happening my whole life. I feel that I may be able to get better with knowledge. By the way, ignoring it made everything way worse so please no recommendations like that

If no one here can or wants to help that is fine as well, I've already had many wickens and mediums abandon me

that must be disconcerting, Kaletheold, have you tried getting input from a close friend?

Yes I have, and they all just dont know how to help me out..

if I were you I would confide in a family member or school counselor, they often can see possibilities where we can not, and that's what they are there for.
Allow them to help you to make sense of things.

You think I'm crazy, cool. Thank you so much forum. Have a good life. When the worst possible things happen I will be laughing as you all go through the agony I have.

A very warm welcome to the forum.

Sorry if you feel the forum has let you down. Very early days yet. Don't be too hasty.
You could try your luck in the psychic phenomenon section. Someone might have been through something similar and could give you help and advice.