He's going to drive me to drink!!
 

Did I not just tell TF yesterday (?) that I was trying to move on & be open to a new relationship & he acted totally indifferent & said "no worries"??

So tonight he texts me: "I'm at your work & you're not here to wait on me". And at the SAME TIME I was right by HIS work over an hour away!

Thus ensued a 1.5 hour texting conversation & he was teasing me about an ex & being all flirty again. We fell right back into our "routine"...and the more emotional I got tonight, the more flirty he was...I even called him Honey again & he told me something I said was very sweet. I feel more married to him in my heart than I ever did when I was actually married to my ex or my son's dad!

I'm going to end up in a straight jacket someday... Lol

Probably because he knows you won't really cut all ties and stop communicating with him! It sounds like he is more aware of the connection than you may think he is, and the separation just doesn't bother him as much....I know that feeling!!! Should I break out more whiskey?? LOLOL

I will take a vodka...... or some cake. sounds like fun times in tf land.

You can lead a horse to water but you can't make it drink lol.

Yes, I think he is aware of the connection - and I have always told him I think we were married in another life & he said I fill voids in him he didn't know he had.

He made an interesting comment when I said that my dreams of him are better than reality (with anyone else) because of the intense emotion in dreaming of being with him physically. He said: "Good..so you won't be disappointed that way". He feels defeated & gets discouraged with himself... Only makes me love him more. *sigh*