My Animal Instinct (a bit graphic (Gore))
 

30%: First off I would like to say, this isn't the first time the beast/animal within has shown its power. I remember in one of my Awareness dreams (AD) when I howled at the sky and thousands of moons of different colors appeared.

Well in this one a different ability shows it self. it starts with my friend Sean coming to pick me up, for some reason he wanted me to bring our punching bag. When I got outside there was a pickup truck with 5 or more people in it, I asked what's going on, they said we are going to a special place, so I threw the punching bag into the other part while everyone else was in the back of the pickup. I then hoped in the other part that was hooked to the pick up alone while everyone else was Drinking and having fun.

There were two females and like 5 men. The two females were naked and dancing and wooing the men. I notice it was like a ritualistic dance, and the men were under the females spell. They all took turns having sex with the female with dark hair. It occurred to me that something wasn't right.

My friend Sean was under the spell too, but didn't have his way with the females. We arrived at these cottages deep in the woods, there were thousand of naked women there, When we all got out of the truck, the two females led the way to the cottages. I was still by the truck, because I had lost my shoe trying to get out, Sean told me to forget my shoe and come on; since I could hot find my shoe, I just went on. As soon as we make it thru the doors, some of the men started splitting up going into different rooms with the females. As I walk thru the door I started glancing into every room I walked by, seeing people in different sex acts.


I made it to the end of the long hall of rooms, where I stood in front of two double doors, when the two ladies opened the doors I noticed this room was huge. there was thousands of men and women in there having a big orgy. I still had this feeling that something was up, so I didn't participate, I held out till morning, where suddenly cops/FBI swarmed the place. for some reason or another the women had vanished over night while the men were past out, I don't even remember them coming pass me, something strange was definitely going on. I felt that the women had set us up somehow, but I didn't fall for it what ever spell they put the men under, hence why I probably didn't get arrested. Since I didn't get arrested I went searching for Sean to get him out this mess. I got to him before they did and we snuck away. A day or so later a Knock came at my door, Sean was there with me hanging out.

Sean: Don't open it, it's her. (lady with the dark hair)

Me: what do you mean?

Sean: she's coming for you.

I didn't believe him.

Me: dude you must still be messed up from the other night (spell).

So I went to answer the door anyway, and sure enough it was her, with two other guys whose eyes were pitch black, my heart jumped in my chest.

Me: what do you want witch

Lady: I am no witch, but I know what I want, and what I want is you. I want to know why the spell didn't work on you?

I didn't even know myself so I didn't say anything

Lady: you will tell me even if I have to force it out of you

Me: No!! you can't have me

Lady: ok then. Get him boys.

that's when the two men with the demon eyes started in on me. I was so scared and angry that I begin to growl, and they started to back off scared. at this point my growl turned into a demonic roar, and suddenly the sky opened and these colorful beams of light came from the sky and grabbed each one of them including the lady into the sky, then suddenly let them fall to the ground splattering their bodies as they landed, except the lady, she used some type of ability and escaped.

From then on everyone was afraid of me, they did everything to avoid me. the authorities came and took me away, as they are escorting me away we passed my house, the door was open and I can see my granny with her head slightly down barely looking at me with a disappointed look on her face, like she was disappointed that she couldn't stop them from taking me, then I woke up.

Oh it means that everyone loves each other freely on one level of the spiritual side at night & there is no problem, but your aggressive nature keeps you in a separate space & keeps you arrested by guards & unable to be with a goddess who loves you.

Like your other dream where you're going on a journey with a woman & men who are crazy in love with her & they don't like having you tagging along. It means that there is great romantic love in certain parts of the spiritual realm between the gods & goddesses there; but your violent nature forbids you from being a lover & keeps you as a fighter instead & under heavy guard.

I think this dream as well speaks to your suppression of emotions. Seems that you learned from your family that negative emotional outbursts are frowned upon. This is actually very unhealthy because the emotions bottle up and can come exploding out when we least expect it. But it seems as though you may believe that emotions put a spell on us, control us in some way and you fear that the angry side of you is a demon that deserves to be locked up (police). Ultimately I suspect you may have an unhealthy perception of emotions and it may be partly why you struggle with depression. You are depressing (suppressing) your emotions because the negative ones are seen as bad and it is holding you back in life in more ways than just in relationships. We need to have a healthy relationship with emotions to be able to take the risks in life that lead to our success in a chosen field. If we are afraid to fail we can find it hard to try. I suggest you do some research on emotions and try to make peace with them.

Hello

This one called out to me. I have the feeling of a calling to follow something or do something that has a deep passion behind it. The howl could be the inner self wanting out. Something in you that is driven to move forwards with.

At times it is letting go of the attachments we have to others and the time they take from us. We at times need more of that ME time.

Lynn

ok i'm going to get real serious with you all, I never told but a select few this, so here goes, every since childhood I always thought I was a lycan from another dimension/realm, the reason being is because I have the memories of it. and in this memory the last thing I saw was I was encircled by witches chanting something then another witch entered the circle and started chanting something totally different from the rest.

I then blacked out for a second and i was being born into this world, i was cursed to be human, and my abilities locked away, possibly within. There is a lot more to this memory leading up to what i told you so far but it is very long, i know this will be hard to believe, but i put it out there, and those powers that i displayed in my dreams was something i used to be able to do as a dimensional being??? the many moons and the light beam abilities, i was called a mirage wolf, basically shapeshifting was our power along with a two i mentioned, i feel embarrassed even talking about this, but i felt that it was the only way to get the proper help. I felt that you all were mature enough spiritually to know this information, i hope i wasn't wrong.

Hi MergingWolf,
Spectacular dream!
I am not a good dream interpreter so am not going to start....

But did you know that shapeshifting/merging into other forms is common on the Astral planes? I have once done it myself! (wowzers!)

Certainly in the Astral Souls employ the shapeshifting methods for many different purposes. Some of them purposes of service to others who need assistance.

It is possible you have come through to Earth life with a good memory of your life-between-lives, and that particular skill.

In the world of Spirit there is far less attachment to form than there is here. Soul is what matters. Any form through which the Soul expresses itself can be very fluid.

*smiles* I can see why you would come to that conclusion after the small amount of info I gave, I do wish to share all of that memory, but i'm still a little skeptical which is why I shared a little to see how you all would take it

I have however heard of shifting in the astral, I have yet to do it cause i'm on a mission to meet my higher self, well at least I was until I found that it won't or can't affect the physical in the way I wanted, I wanted to meet with it to unlock what's within, my Psychic abilities, so that I can feel a little bit like myself and go on to help heal people and inspire the world, but i'm not sure it can do that now, besides every since I started this mission something been keeping me from Projecting to achieve it.