anxiety from someone else
 

Hey all!

I do distant healing with an individual I know quite often. He doesn't know in waking life that I send him a bunch of love through energy, but his higher self does and really soaks it in. I've actually improved my relationship with this individual an INCREDIBLE amount. We had it a bit rocky when we met, but it's so loving now.

He popped in my head the other day and so I decided to send him some love (meditate). It went really really well and I immediately saw a golden puzzle piece in my heart chakra when we connected. It felt really good, but all of a sudden I felt something open in him (maybe like a wound reopen or something) and my guides and angels quickly covered me from him. I couldn't even connect back to him during that. I felt deep anxiety in my chest and asked myself if that anxiety even belonged to me. Afterwards, I saw a picture of a giraffe and thought "sticking your neck out." I also saw a deep pale pink colored rose.

I grounded again and then felt fine. The next morning I still feel an incredible amount of love to him and today also. Like nothing happened. But it was really weird! Does anyone have any idea or theory on what happened? I want to make sure he is okay!

Theory

The giraffe imagery seems obviously throat chakra. It may even be expanded to wordplay such as gyre-ruff - a spiraling downward and inward - creating further imagery of the pink rose. And as pink roses can mean happiness, elegance, admiration, romance, sweetness, and even marriage ... maybe you just hit a psychological brick wall.

Pink rose can also mean simply, thank you. A form of feedback perhaps? (Lucky you:)

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I personally relate the throat chakra with, truthfulness!

Your username - my user picture. Perfect match.

What you noticed was a shared issue.

If it wasn't a shared issue it would just flow on through non attaching. The best thing to do is to reside in that feeling within yourself. If you clear the obstruction within yourself the energy flows through.

He is ok, you are ok. Just know when you get to the level of being able to feel those around you, you will have more episodes like this. This is where others are our teachers.. they show us our own obstructions.

All the best,

Tom

This is really really helpful! I had some tension with this individual in the beginning of knowing them, but after meditating and doing distant healing work and forgiveness I can truly feel that this person is very thankful...like saying "thank you" with the rose. We really mended our relationship!

I even remember being told by an energy healer that I had a cord with this guy in my neck It wasn't good or bad she said. It was just there. So interesting! Thank you!

Aww that is really perfect! Great observation :)

Right on! Thank you! I understand what you mean. That really helps me. I'm so grateful for having them as my teachers. I'm also grateful for all of these great responses :)

Your OP resonated with me, as I've been thinking about someone recently; someone from long long ago. Both our names share lots of letters and are almost anagrams of each other. So, fearing that my thoughts could turn to obsessions I began to use remote blessings to deal with this phase that I'm going through.

Around a decade ago I saw her name on a social media website and sent her a message, just to say hello. There were others I knew on the site and I also sent them a message of hello. But none returned my post. As a matter of fact, over a short period of time each and and every one of those I knew deleted their account to disappear without a goodbye or reason. Only my original friend remained, but unfortunately she stayed silent.
I was left without knowing if she got my mail, or if she had no wish to communicate with me, or even if it was her in the first place and not someone simply being cruel.

If I hadn't learned to meditate I don't know what would have become of me - tied in knots in a loony bin somewhere I suspect!
So yes, overcoming obstacles, obstructions, and blockages, helps keep a healthy balance between thoughts and emotions, the fantastic and what is real.

I understand! I'm happy to hear that you meditate and it does really really help! Can you use meditation by healing things with this person? I was so mad at this individual, but felt deeply that I needed to just forgive him. I meditated with the intention of forgiving. I rolled my eyes at first and really was stubborn, but he picked up the energy pretty quick and I started to soften towards him as well. When things come up I meditate. I actually had an obsessive thing like for some reason I could't shake this person from my mind. I knew it wasn't healthy and decided to meditate and cut unhealthy cords. I had an emotional one in my solar plexus chakra that was connected to him. I did cry and felt sadness, but wasn't sure why. But his energy and mine worked together to heal ourselves. In waking life he has no idea I send him healing, but I can tell he receives it just by the way we interact now. I wonder if you did some cord cutting that it would help with obsessive thoughts. I have to do maintenance with mine to him or else a cord attaches itself (at least until we are completely good in this life). Ask the angels to help. Just notice where you can feel, sense, or see cords in your auric field when you meditate. Some are good and not necessary to cut, but others are unhealthy. And that's why I think the obsessive thoughts came from and still do from time to time. Maybe that will help?

When we energetically connect with people we exchange energy information whether we mean to or not.
He obviously had a pattern of energy that your Team (Guides and Angels) didn't want you to get. (Sort of like your mom covering your mouth quickly if a sick person coughs on you when you are young).

Since you aren't running protection when you energetically connect with people they did it for you this time. This time. Now you know, so learn how to do it when you connect with people energetically and always do it, just as you look both ways before crossing the street. Not doing so can lead to extreme messiness. Learning to work with energy means learning to do it responsibly. :) Shield, cut cords, remove energy that not yours and return it to the person who it belongs too etc. You got this!

P.S. You have a Great Team!