I miss her
 

I'm struggling with doubts about what a sc promised to me. We were sorta forced by the universe to separate 2.5 months ago. She promised she would find me and she will be back. I just doubt it all, but I still feel so much and the feelings just keep growing stronger.

I doubt the connection, but the connection gets stronger every day and its killing me inside that were still apart. I dont know what to do to feel better... I've tried letting it all go. Telling myself she wont be back. It doesn't help because then the connection gets stronger off the last time it got srronger... it gives relief for a short moment/couple hours. Today I've felt telepathy with the love feelings after yesterday feeling like I was done, it was over for good.

How do I cope with this?? I just feel too much at the moment, I really dont want to feel all of this