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Red Cars Drive Faster; Red Robins' Sing Louder
(I Work, I Eat, I Sleep, I Study, I Wonder...) Orange Tigers Bite Harder; Orange Sky Brings Thunder (He Works, He Eats, He Sleeps, He Laughs, He Forgot...) Golden Years Are Calmer, Golden Bridges Cross Water (I Don't Know Him Anymore, He Never Really Knew Me...) |
you didn't want me;
I prefered you and wanted you and worked hard to try to reach you despite tremendous life circumstances keeping me from reaching simply anyone then you still didn't want me and now I still don't even know you because you never share anything I can consider real I do only what I have to, because I don't much want to die. And was given few other choices this muck is better than a life as a bigfoot. For example. but if only you had wanted me. |
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P.S. How is your meditation going? |
you're sweet :hug2:
yeah maybe she is in hiding, I would hardly blame her as mean as the world is. And I haven't been any better, sometimes... I do get a small peak at a 'maybe' sometimes... which is more than I really expect... well anyway my meditation is going pretty well considering the predicament the spirits put me in lol! I've been feeling pretty demoralized and don't know how I'm managing :icon_eek:. |
if you don't mind my asking, how are things with your twin?
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I'm sorry you're in a predicament! To deal with the last bad situation I was in I just kept going through the motions, sticking to a routine, and hoping for the best. Something good did come along eventually. I'm sending you positive vibes to get through this. :hug:
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I wish I had an answer for you but I don't. I keep dreaming about him, that's all. There's no contact. I'm making my 680th attempt to move on hahaha. :biggrin: |
yeah i was sorta getting the idea I should do that. I think itll be ok though, at least I hope so!
This isn't going to sound too nice but at some point it became obvious that part of the whole TF things was for me NOT to be able to get over her. Sigh. |
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From a health point of view, I feel like he is in a full on mid life crisis. I would tell him that he is still loved and appreciated. |
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I just hope he is where he wants to be in life. |
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it is hard to tell, with those gut feelings. I used to believe in mine pretty implicitly, but everyone keeps telling me I'm dead wrong in what I think. So I dunno if I'm really wrong or if everyone is just being contrary! So it is hard to tell. Anyway even if he is going through that, why do you see it as a problem? It is a pretty standard thing for us guys to do :smile:. |
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