Lady_Karatari |
18-05-2014 03:51 AM |
"Imaginary" Friends
I'm new to this forum, but it was with one main interest, I've been wanting to understand a childhood experience I had involving my imaginary friend Timothy, or Timmy as a nickname. I remember the first time I met Timmy, I remember he came through a doorway made of light on the railing of my staircase. I was in first grade at the time, very young, and I remember talking to my grandmother about imaginary friends, and I had assumed that he was as such. At the time I was in love with the idea of an imaginary friend, I didn't have many friends because I was being bullied at the time, and I just wanted a close friend like that. Timmy was a shy young boy, around the age I was, he was pale white, had blonde hair that was cut in a sort of long bowl cut. He had round brown eyes and wore blue overalls and a long sleeved red and white striped shirt. He was rather shy, I remember he hid from the adults. This is what I remember, sometimes I felt like he was more vivid than other times. I remember in 3rd grade was when I realized he wasn't there because I sort of clung to his memory, I felt alone when I realized that he was gone, I remember trying to deny the fact that he wasn't there. At the time I thought I just outgrew having an imaginary friend. But i remember it being a really impacting realization. I was in a pretty bad depression at the time, because one of my only friends had moved out of state. He whole time period is pretty hazy, but I just really want to know if Timmy was real. I'd like to know more about spirits and why Timmy might have shown himself to me. I feel like if he was a spirit that he was shot in he back of the head, I just have a feeling like that happened because sometimes I would be drawn to he area. We were the first homeowners of the property, the house was built on a former citrus orchard, from what I understand, we had moved there when I was 2. I just seek information or what to think of it.
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